So We all know by now that I'm a chronic insomniac. It's at least, for me, better than a lot of folk, because it's an on again/off again condition. I can usually get three or four *SOLID* hours when heavily medicated, and I'm supposed to be okay with that ( Read more... )

see misty update.
backwards, i think-- or at least absurdly out of order. try to stay with me.

It's monday afternoon and I still feel like I got hit by the stupid bus. I'm not really sure how that works; i took a nap today, I went to bed absurdly early last night... still exhausted.

Last night was hysterical. Like, ( monty python-sketch hysterical. )

Okay, update-goodness. I'm still sick. (obviously) I don't handle sick well. I mean, i do okay when i can be ill and still go about my business and not have to actually like, languish. I don't do bedrest. every time i'm off the couch for three minutes, gene comes in all nurse ratchet-y; "what are you doing out of bed? do you need soup? did you take ( Read more... )

So, my birthday/xmas present got here yesterday, gene helped me set it up last night (because he rocks) and here it is. no more arcane rituals to convince the mac to work, except for trying to transfer the files... i'm carrying on like a little kid, but it's quite exciting :-)

yikes. well, today's plans got blown to hell, thank you septa. i was gonna take jase to page's to swim and play outside, but buses are running on a holiday schedule, so it would have been pretty impossible to get out there. bums. just as well, probably, though, as when i talked to page, she let me know that the dog is dying, this is probably his ( Read more... )

although what it is, beyond the obvious, i really can't say.... i was hit with this sudden feeling of hopelessness tonight, and fell down on the kitchen floor and sobbed uncontrollably for a good half hour. i didn't really have any reason to cry, and certainly not to bawl like a beaten child curled up in a little ball on the floor. it didn't help ( Read more... )

rat bastards. there are some days where i'm really sure that every incompetent moron in the universe is seeking me out. today, is one of those days... for some reason the pharmacist (who is not my regular pharmacist, just some fill-in doofus) couldn't figure out how to refill my prevacid, it could be days, and suggested i try some otc antacid... ( Read more... )